I laid one of my uniforms on my bed as I folded and put away all my regular clothing. I have much more than I did a month ago. I have nicer and more expensive outfits. Even the uniform itself wasn't cheap. Besides the vest with the schools logo, the pants and the button down I wear along with it were much more expensive than even Taehyung's clothing only looked.

In the last month I've come to the realization of a two things.

The first realization was my moms work and home life.  My mom drives almost 45 minutes to and from work each day. Her office is still where it was before, but we live in a different part of Busan. Even before, she drove a long ways to work. Despite having to commute that far each day she goes in, she still always packs me a cute box lunch each school day.

Realization two is how much weight I've lost in only a month. At first, I ate school lunches, but Taehyung hovered over my shoulder in the line. He would ask if I  was "really going to eat that" whenever I even glanced at something that wasn't plain rice. It only took about a week and a day for me to finally ask my mom to pack me lunch. However, Taehyung and Hoseok both would comment on how large the proportions were and how packed the box was. I ended up asking my mom to lessen the amount she'd serve me.

Truthfully,  it goes to waste these days. I don't eat much if at all most days. I feel bad since all her efforts simply are tossed into a bin, but I'm sick of the guys teasing me.

About last week, they finally stopped calling me Pork Chubmin. I didn't give them anything else to complain about either. I use different soaps and fragrances, so they can't say I stink. I wear makeup, so they can't ever comment on something as pointless as a pimple. They can't say I'm not good looking either.

Anything they could tease me about, I decided to fix. Yet, they never say anything- let alone compliment me when I do. Everyone else gets praised endlessly.

I sighed to myself because of that. I put the final pair of clothing away. Turning around to grab my uniform and folding it. I went to put in on my desk so I could easily grab it in in the morning.

I have to leave for dance class in about an hour.