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[This chapter contains smut, please suits yourself and read it responsibly.]

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[Author's Pov]

"We eventually met."

The moment when the omega is presenting in front of him, the alpha can't help but smile beamingly. He waited so long to finally be able to talk with his omega.

"I knew from the moment Joong scented your pheromone in that Vietnamese restaurant, I knew that we will meet someday and... it's finally here."

The omega only smiles back shyly and walks closer. "I've been eager to talk to you too, but Joong and Dunk's condition wasn't easy either."

The alpha nods and smiles sadly. "We've suffered enough."

"We've been enduring a lot." The omega adds.

Inside Joong and Dunk, two humans who almost take control of their bodies all the time, there is also a part of them that is there as long as the humans live in this world. It's their inner alpha and inner omega. It's always been there. Inside them, watching and feeling everything that their human side is experiencing. They are deeper than their soul and mind could be, they are their life . They are their memories, even the forgotten ones can't be hidden here.

They are the one who remembers all the pain from the past when their human's side can't handle it. They were bearing all the pain, all the suffering, and also all the love the human is experiencing. They are the ones who always recognize their soulmate first, and Alpha Joong and Omega Dunk recognized each other as soulmates from a long time ago.

From the moment Dunk walked toward that tree house in Joong's house.

"When I thought that I lost you, my mate , the pain was unbearable. I know that little Joong couldn't handle that. So I helped him, so he was able to continue living his life by erasing you for his memories." The alpha reminiscences his old painful memories. "Let me bear the pain alone because I know that I am always stronger than him."

The alpha starts to reach for the omega's hand and hold it as if he's so afraid that he will lose it again.

"But I'm so glad that I found you again in that Vietnamese restaurant. You have no idea how much I want to cry my eyes out and I have never cried even once."

"You can always cry. At least in front of me, I am your safe place, right? Yesterday, today, and tomorrow."

The alpha smiles. "I really want to talk to you so bad, I'm glad they did it."

The omega smiles and looks at his hand on the alpha's hold. It was so big. Little Joong's hand wasn't as big as this. He grew up a lot.

"It will be hard for them to talk like us, Dunk is always so complicated with himself. He won't speak. He thought that living without you is something he deserves as his punishment for Dao's death, that's why he left Joong alone."

"It was so painful, you know? I'm so afraid that Joong will somehow jump out from the bridge if he loses all his faith in meeting Dunk again." The alpha's voice sounds more serious and his hold is way tighter than before.

The omega nods, and seems to understand. "Dunk still didn't know that he and Joong had a very special bond that is different from every bond he made with other people. It's even deeper than his bond with his twin brother, that's why he can't ever choose everyone else over Joong."

"Can you help Dunk with that?"

The omega looks up and shakes his head. "What will Joong do if he somehow searches for his lost memory? Dunk searches for me first, he eagerly searches for me, that's why i can't keep it all by myself. But Joong never once tries to search for his memories.."

"Because he didn't know that he forgot something that was so important in his past." No one understands Joong better than his inner alpha because it was also part of his life.

"What will Joong do if sometimes in the future, he remembers? We can't be separated again." The omega speaks honestly.

Yes, right now, everything is way deeper than before because finally...

Finally they are mating.

Because they are finally mating and mark each other as a mate, their inner alpha and inner omega can call each other out and talk like this. They can also feel each other's feelings and see each other's memories. They have finally become one.

And even though Joong and Dunk physically separated miles away, if his inner alpha or inner omega wants to call his mate, they can always talk like this. And with every meeting their inner self is doing, their bond is getting stronger and stronger and not meeting each other physically will hurt them in a way that is beyond their imagination.

They are mates, after all.

They are bound to be together, always .

"It will be hard for him too, he will experience all the guilt and helpless feeling once again, but believe me, he will stand still." The alpha sounds so sure. "You see in my memories, right?"

"The conversation between Dao and Joong that Dunk never knew." The omegas talk softly. He saw that in inner alpha Joong's memories. The conversation in the darkness while Dunk was sleeping. Dunk's older twin brother knew something that Dunk wasn't aware till now that Joong is his mate, that's the reason why he couldn't ever choose Dao over Joong.

It's never his fault.

And because of that, Dao made the decision by himself, because he knew he wouldn't ever survive that and he prayed that Joong and Dunk can be each other's consolation and continue living their own life while holding each other's hand. But everything was ruined when the parents made everything hard for their kids.

Joong was alone once again, assuming that his mate was dead.

And Dunk was thinking that he was the only survivor. The guilt was too big to handle and no one tried to console him, no one tried to say that it's not his fault. That's why he thought all his life that the tragedy was his fault and he needs to repent his sin.

"It's not your fault, Dunk."

The omega looks up to his alpha who looks at him with so much love in his eyes. "It's never your fault. It's nobody's fault." The omega reaches for his alpha's strong body and hugs it out while he buries his face in his alpha's chest and cries silently.

"I'm so sorry it takes so long for you to hear that."

The alpha gently holds his omega heads and kisses his forehead softly.

"Lean on me more, I'm your alpha. You can rest your heart with me. Don't take all the burden by yourself, share it with me. I'm gonna be with you in every step you take."

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Joong is inside him, raw and big.

When he entered him, Dunk's world started to spin. He suddenly can feel everything from his alpha, from the way his heart beats so fast, the way his eyes change his colors from brown to black with each thrust he does below him, the way his blood is pressing on his cock's nerve inside him, the way he keeps thrusting at the spot that can make the omega sees the stars. Everything feels so loud and clear.

Then he locks his eyes with his alpha, he sees his past, present, and futur e with him. He sees that little kid who was crying alone on that treehouse, he sees the handsome adult who was looking at him with so much possessiveness in their first meeting in Pond and Phuwin's house, he sees a patience alpha who was with him in the lowest part of his life, when he first experienced his first heat, and then he saw a gentle alpha when they first did this on that mountain, then he sees him now . The alpha who wants them to just become one tonight.

There is no back way or undo button.

With every thrust, Joong is claiming him.

He keeps moving, fast and steady and Dunk follows him in the same manner. It feels so good he can die today and won't regret anything because he already reached heaven on this earth. Usually when they do this, Joong will bite, kiss, or do something with his upper body but this time the alpha doesn't do anything. He just locks his eyes with his omega below him and moves his hip in and out at a very fast pace.

The eyes are full with lust and the omega lets himself drown in that.

The alpha on the other hand is feeling the same way. He feels so much until he doesn't want to do anything but just to knot him as fast as possible. But his knot is still growing inside his omega's body. It takes time. So he uses the time to eat his omega with his eyes. He is so beautiful he doesn't want to lay his eyes on other things except him.

But the omega is shying away, the eyes on him are too intense, he feels like he is fucked from his hole and from his alpha's eyes. He tries to block his face with his hands and the alpha doesn't like that so he once again pulls up his omega's hand above his head.

"You are so beautiful, don't cover that." The alpha growls low and it makes the omega feel something on his stomach that makes him produce more slick. The alpha smirk at how wet his omega right now, makes him easier to move. He uses that chance to increase his pace on abusing the lower part of his omega. It is unexplainably fast until the omega is throwing his head back and pants hard.

He will come in a second away, he is sure. This is totally crazy. And the alpha can sense that.

Dunk lingers his feet more on Joong's waist, an unsaid action of him wanting Joong to keep moving deep inside him. While the alpha's cock is inside him, he eagerly rubs his own hard cock on the alpha's abs.

Then after one deeper thrust, the alpha touches something inside him that hasn't ever been touched before. As if it's not enough, he bows down and plants a soft kiss at the tips of his omega's cock and the next thing when the omega can see clearly again his white fluid is all over his alpha's face.

Damn.

He wakes up from his position and touches the face of the man he loves so much that is so dirty with his semen right now.

He wants to say sorry but the view in front of him is so sexy right now, it makes him want to do something. But before he can do anything he feels something extremely big grows inside him that makes him scream his lung out.

He is breathless, he looks at Joong's eyes while trying to breathe because never in his life he ever imagined that an alpha's cock can be this big. And it reaches so far and deep on his stomach, so close to his omega's womb. Joong was never this far.

This is not only Joong having a sex with him, but his inner alpha is knotting his inner omega.

"You are mine." The alpha's eyes are getting back to the darker side while still moving incredibly fast, making the big knot rubbing all over him inside and making him go hard easily after cumming not so long ago.

The omega nods. "And I'm yours."

Then he surrenders once again in his alpha's embrace, letting go of all of him and just taking whatever his alpha gives him. The omega now sitting on his alpha's crotch makes it easier for the strong one to go deeper than a human can think. Then when he reaches that place, he stops moving.

He looks at Dunk's swollen lips and kisses it once again, Dunk is kissing him back. They did this mutually. When the omega feels like something might explode inside him, his alpha's lip moves from his lips down to his neck, where his pheromone's gland is placed. Then after three long inhales, he bites him there with his sharp fangs.

The omega screams once again because it so fucking hurts, but the then he screams again, this time is louder than ever when he feels something is really exploding inside him. The knot that was big enough finally can't get any bigger and just releases everything inside him.

Raw.

They are finally mating.

They are finally marking each other.

Now the scent of the bland of rich vanilla and warm coconut, a slight fragrance of aloe vera, lily of the valley, and chamomile can't stand alone without the scent of sweet notes of pear, and bergamot with dark and intense woody notes following it.

That's the moment where finally, their inner alpha and inner omega can call each other out in another dimension only they know.

"I love you." Joong locks his eyes on his lover, and the confession feels so desperate and sincere. He doesn't know why he feels this but after marking Dunk as his, something is shifting inside him, something is finally connected . He feels so overwhelmed by the feelings but when he looks at Dunk's eyes, they seem to mirror each other, because whatever he feels, his omega can also feel that and whatever his omega feels, he can feel that perfectly.

And now, Joong is feeling so much guilt. The guilt is choking him hard, why does his omega feel this way?

"I'm so sorry to hurt you." Dunk doesn't know the reason but he suddenly can feel Joong's feelings. All the pain of losing him, all the nights that were spent without sleeping because he wasn't there with him. He suddenly can see and feel all of them.

They both didn't know that once they are mating, they are given a special connection to feel each other's feelings. It's their special ability which only they can do.

The next thing, they can feel someone is talking inside them, talking to each other. It's their inner alpha and inner omega.

Before they both can understand what they are talking about, they are blinded once again with their instinct to keep touching each other, to keep pleasuring each other. They both are so hungry and they don't know how long until they both are full enough to stop... eating .

But right now, it's far from enough.

At the end they are still facing rut and heat at the same time.

This time, the omega's one is the needy one.

He looks at his alpha's eyes and then kisses a little of his corner of lips that surely can make his alpha go crazy. Then, with so much effort he moves back to pull out his alpha's cock which is still inside him and then showing him how his slick is mixed up with his semen. It all mixed so well inside him and some of it was dripping out from his hole.

The alpha can't stop looking and can't breathe properly. He eagerly reaches for the omega's neck to bring his lips on his once again but the omega refuses. Other than that, he moves from the king sized bed and walks toward the big mirror in the corner of this hotel's bedroom. He is sure having a hard time to walk properly and the alpha enjoys the amusement his pretty omega gives him.

Once he reaches the mirror, he stops to admire his full body which is already full of his alpha's markings. His milky skin is almost gone, everything is in the color of red and some of it is already in the color of purple. Then he touches his neck where his alpha marks him before that is still bleeding. He moans hard when he touches that area and the alpha who is still on the bed just looks at him proudly. His lower part starts to feel something again and it's already half hard just by the view of his pretty omega admiring himself in the mirror. When his slender hands start to touch his body; Joong's heart almost skips a beat.

Damn, he is so sexy. He is the sexiest person he ever laid his eyes on.

Then that naughty little omega closes his eyes and touches his chest, he grabs his nipple and circles it with his finger, he plays with it some time. He keeps moaning and the alpha is already losing his mind, his hand is already on his hard cock once again just by the picture of his omega touching himself.

Then his hands are down to his stomach. He touches it softly and smiles. He smiles so prettily. Dunk is a complicated man, but his inner omega is way more simpler than his human side. He just wants to have someone he can lean on, someone to protect him and loving him as much as he loves him. Someone who can fill him with so many joys, he wants to have pups with that someone.

When the omega opens his eyes again, the alpha is already behind him. His hard cock pricks on his lower back and his big hands are already on his stomach, hugging him protectively. "I want to have your pups, can you allow me to have that kind of life?" He whispers softly and the omega suddenly feels like he wants to cry, because this is definitely the life he always dreams of. It's so simple and full of happiness.

But once his human side is back to control this body, he knows by heart that he doesn't deserve that kind of life. So he cries, because it's starting to feel painful.

A big grip touching his chin makes him look up to the mirror and he can hear the alpha's groaning. "You are a pretty crier, it turns me on so badly."

The omega looks at the mirror in front of them and sees how lustful their pictures together are. He feels the alpha hand is down from his chin to his nipple, twitches it roughly, then to his belly, on this part he touches it more gently and then down to his buttcheck. He smacks it loudly while making his omega bending forward so he can penetrate his already hard cock on that pretty hole once again.

Joong smirks when he sees that Dunk is definitely so turned on because he is a leaking mess again. He loves this idea, fucking him raw from behind but still can see his pretty face and his prettier cry because of the mirror in front of them reflecting whatever they do there. It's so fucking hot.

He enters once again, this time easier than before because his omega's hole is already used to his size. He moves his hip, in and out, at the same pace as before. Rough sex is definitely their kind of sex, he just learned it before. Dunk touches the mirror's frame to keep himself from falling and bites his lips when he locks his eyes to Joong's from the mirror and Joong swears hard because he can cum just from those naughty and lustful eyes.

He never imagined that having sex while seeing the mirror can be this hot.

The alpha knows where the pleasure spot of his omega's body is so he is abusing that spot with his cock over and over again and smiles proudly when Dunk is a moaning mess in front of him, still bending forward and closing his eyes from the pleasure.

"Oh.. Alpha... yes... that's part.. Ah..." There are no incoherent words coming out from his beautiful lips and Joong takes that chance to bite his ears, to make him focus on him once again.

"Open your eyes and see how lustful you are right now." Dunk obeys his command and looks at the mirror once again and Joong can see that he will come soon, because his cock is twitching hard. Joong smirks and touches that most sensitive part on his omega's body and rubs it roughly.

"NO! NO! DON'T TOUCH! AAAAHHHHH!"

While the alpha is abusing his front and back part, his lip is starting to get busy with kissing his omega. Kissing Dunk is definitely one of his favorite things in this world. How their lips are so matched with each other is crazy. He kisses him from the back and releases him when he feels his pre-cum on his hands. He touches his chin again and makes him look straight in the mirror.

"I WANNA CUM."

The alpha growls and feels his cock is twitching hard on the omega's hole. His hole is so tight but feels so right for him as if it was created only for him. No one can touch his omega, he will make sure that this side of Dunk is only for him.

"I know."

Their hips move even faster and Joong thinks there will be so many bruises in Dunk's body when it's all over. The alpha is almost there, at the last moment before he releases his inside once again into his omega's body Dunk releases his pheromone in full force and that's when he cum.

He cum first, then Dunk follows him not too long while still locking each other's eyes from the mirror.

He won't ever get bored or tired of making love with his omega because it feels amazing each time they do this. It was beyond imagination and no words in this world can describe how amazing it was.

They both pant hard and Dunk's slender body is falling back to his body, leaning fully on him to support him. This is what he wants, he wants Dunk to not bear all of his pain alone, he wants him to rely on his alpha even though it's not that much.

His inner alpha is hurting so much when he sees his mate was doing everything alone and left him out as if he didn't have any uses.

"Lean on me more, baby. I'm here with you."

He kisses his lip once again before Dunk passes out in his embrace.

The sex was too intense and his body can't handle it.

Joong carries him to the bed and looks around to see how he can make a nest for his pretty omega before his own desire is coming back and makes him want to fuck him again.

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Four days have passed and it seems like both Joong and Dunk are missing the concept of time. They basically didn't do anything except for making love with each other, with the alpha always knotting the omega every single time. They completely forget what happened outside and go hiding in their safe place, in each other's embrace.

Dunk awakes when he feels something is moving inside him again, he needs time to have an idea what is happening but the moment Joong's pheromone hits his senses he knows that they are doing this again. From the way his body is aching, he knows that the alpha keeps fucking him when he wasn't concious enough. He is so glad that he is also in his heat because it will be hard to catch up with his alpha's sexual drive if he wasn't in the heat himself.

"You feel so fucking good for me." Joong groans and keeps pushing his cock inside his omega's body while the omega is still trying to focus his eyes on the big body above him, he just wakes up. "So good, so pretty for me."

He can't catch up with his alpha's movement so he just lies down there helplessly while rubbing his eyes to shoo away the sleepiness.

This time, the alpha reaches his orgasm by himself without waiting for the omega to get hard. He pulls out and releases his inside on the omega's body. It feels like he paints him with his inside and he feels so fucking proud of it.

"You are so dirty, let's take a bath."

The omega whines. "You made me dirty, you were playing without me."

Joong smiles apologetically. "I can't hold myself when you are lying bare naked beside me, I always want to touch you."

The omega clicks his tongue and exhales. "Water, I need water. I'm going to die at this rate."

Yeah, it's hard for an alpha to get dehydrated whenever they face rut, but it's way harder for omegas because they not only release cum but also slicks. And the way there is never a single moment when his omega is not crazily wet, he's badly in need of water right now.

They keep doing that over and over again in that hotel room for almost four days straight. Their human's body almost can't handle their enormous sexual drive. But it seems like the hotel's management is aware about what is happening in that hotel room. So everyday, someone sends them food, drink, and a warm towel, sometimes a medicine too because they need to cool down their high fever or this will last for so long.

Joong can't sense any other alpha scents near them and he will pay a lot to this hotel's management for emptying this floor for them.

Joong walks toward the door, opens it slightly and brings inside all the food and drink that was prepared by the hotel management. He opens a bottle of water and drinks it. His omega whines again when he sees how his alpha teases him.

"Alpha... I want to drink..." He begs with his eyes and he looks sinfully pretty. Joong already feels something on his dick again. It's not possible to not get turned on while having an omega like Dunk Natachai. It's crazy.

Joong walks closer to him in their bed and touches his lips with his finger and opens it slightly, the next thing he is transferring the water from his mouth to his omega's mouth. Makes him drink.

"Again." The omega is brave enough to command his alpha while waking up from his position and now straddling him. The alpha is pushed back into the headboard of their bed with his omega sitting on his lap prettily. He takes another gulp of water and transfers it to his omega. After emptying two bottles of water, Dunk pulls out from Joong's lips and looks at him mischievously. "I'm still thirsty."

Then he looks down at his alpha's neverending hard member, and Joong can guess what is running inside his pretty little head right now. Before doing what he plans to do, he looks up to his alpha and smirks. "This time I'm going to play."

The alpha is throwing his head back when he feels a very hot mouth is touching his dick. He starts to lick it like a cat, and after sending Joong to the heaven's gate with his cat licking, he finally takes it fully. He almost gagged on his throat for taking his alpha fully, it's so big. But after several seconds of adjusting himself, he finally finds his own rhythm.

He keeps sucking in and out while teasing the hard things with his tongue.

Damn, it feels so amazing. Joong unconsciously holds his omega's head with his hands to put him in his position. The alpha starts to become a moan mess and the omega is proud of what he is doing. The omega is great in many things but he is crazy amazing at giving blowjobs.

"Alpha." Dunk tries to talk and the vibration makes Joong almost come once again, but he can't. He had already come so many times when the omega was sleeping soundly before, he starts to feel there is nothing inside him right now.

He unwillingly pulls out the omega's mouth from his cock and looks at his eyes. There is disappointment there and Joong smiles at it. "I'm sorry for playing alone on my own, this time, it's your turn. I will make you feel good."

There is a shock in Dunk's eyes when Joong suddenly lifts him out from the bed and walks toward the bathroom. "Shower? Bathtub?"

The omega smiles, he wants to take revenge for something they didn't do before when they had their trip. "Bathtub."

The day is long and Joong fulfills his promise to make the omega's come for so many times until they both pass out at the bed.

On day five, in the morning, Joong's sanity is finally back slowly, he finally can act and see things as a human again, not an animal in his rut. He looks at Dunk who is sleeping soundly beside him, still naked. They didn't use any of their clothes these past five days. He is so exhausted but there is a pleasure on his face. He looks so peaceful and beautiful.

Joong looks at his slender body and grimaces at the bruises and marks he left there. Then his eyes are focused on his neck where the bitten mark is there.

He closes his eyes and feels so much guilt and also grateful at the same time.

Five days ago, they almost broke up and today they are mating.

Will Dunk hate him once his mind is finally back at him?

What will happen to them once their rut and heat is over and they finally have full control over their bodies again?

The idea of Dunk walking out from his life again is too scary, so he did this. He wanted to mark him first so he can't leaving him alone anymore and their second nature was helping them a lot. He looks down on Dunk's belly and his heart beats faster. He was knotting him countlessly and Dunk never once said a disagreement about it.

Right now the possibility of him getting pregnant is so high, maybe there is also another lives starting to grow on his body at the moment.

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If he can name one person he is the most scared of, Pond can say it's Dunk's mother. He is an alpha and Dunk's mother is an omega but he is still afraid of her. If he can, he wants to avoid meeting her all of his life after what happened in him and Dunk's school days. But his friends are doing something that crosses the boundaries, it makes him face Dunk's mother again. This time, it's not only his mother but also his father and Joong's parents.

It's a full house.

They landed in Germany this morning with Phuwin walking with them as if he was their prisoner.

Joong and Dunk were missing and their families went to wreak havoc.

Phuwin, his mate, was the one they searched for in Thailand to explain to them what is happening right now. Dunk's mother couldn't track his son's cellphone and when she saw the last time it was active was in Germany, there was a fire going on in her head.

The next thing was Pond calling Phuwin to say that Joong went missing, he wasn't aware that Phuwin was in the Boonprasert's family house that time. It made the fire get bigger and now Dunk's parents called Joong's parents to make them involved in this. Joong's parents, the busiest parents ever, were flying from London to Germany.

And here they are all now.

He still doesn't know the reason behind, but this makes him realize that Joong and Dunk being together is a big issue for both of the family. They come here together to separate them once again.

The question is, why?

Pond read Joong's message to him several days ago that told him that he was gonna meet Dunk in this country, but after that he never came back. One day turned into two days and Pond thought that there was something happening between them. He needed to search for his bestfriends.

Pond was searching for him all this time. He even asked the police officer to track his and Joong's rented car's movement in this city from the CCTV on the road but he still couldn't find them.

But what he failed to do in the past five days is an easy task for Dunk's parents. He found where Joong's rented car was in no time after they stepped foot in this country. They found it easily after tracking where Dunk's phone was located before it lost contact.

Both Joong and Dunk are not in the center of the city, they moved so far to the suburban area and the rented car is found in the parking area of one of the old and almost empty hotel buildings.

They were there all this time.

They thought they were there.

But after searching for them in that hotel, no families nor Pond and Phuwin can find Joong and Dunk.

The hotel receptionist said that they already left this morning.

Pond knew both Joong and Dunk for so long but this is definitely something that he never thought they could do.

They are missing together, both of them, leaving both families in a total chaos from their disappearance.

Pond doesn't know that both of the families are feeling so uneasy by this. Doesn't this feel like several years ago when they were kidnapped? But this time no one kidnaps them, it's only them making a decision to run away together.

And both Pond and Phuwin pray that they won't be found, at least easily .

If there is a chance for them to be happy together even though it's only for a very short time, they deserve that.

Run as far as you can, my dear friends.

To be continued

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YO! yesterday was my birthday and i planned to release this ytd but i couldn't finish it so i post this today while celebrating JoongDunk being so loud today, i'm so happyyyyyy. and what do you think about this chapter? i tried my best not to make a whole chapter porn (LOL), so i inserted that last part. We finally reach chapter 17 and what do you think about this story after this long? i hope it is still good! if you have any questions regarding this story , you can comment below, i will reply to your question

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