Jimin's POV

Taehyung said since Namjoon leaves tomorrow, I have to go down to eat. I don't mind at all. I'll see Jungkook.

Taehyung said he's doing better. I can't wait to see him. I only get to hear about him from Taehyung who only gets to really hear about him from Jin.

So far, we're all sitting around the table, except Jin and Jungkook. Counselor nim made black noodles because Namjoon requested it.

"S-stop pushing me-" Jungkook whined just before loud thuds could be heard.

I turned back to see Jungkook at the bottom of the stairs and Jin walking down behind him and helping him up. He patted down Jungkook's backside and when Jungkook pouted at Jin, I felt something in my chest pull.

The two walked over to the table quietly. Jin pulled Jungkooks seat out for him. Jungkook kept his eyes lowered and towards Jin the whole time. He even say on the other side of him.

I tightened my grip on the hem of my shirt. He's relying on Jin so heavily. He doesn't like him now does he? I love him.

There was a hand on mine. It's Yoongi's. When I looked up at him he breathed in and out, he wanted me to do the same.

"This is Namjoon's last meal with us, his parents will be picking him up in about an hour. Please be respectful and let us all get along" Jin said.

He began serving Taehyung, Jungkook, and himself. Jungkook only stared down at it and then glanced at Jin. He won't spare me even a single glance. Not even out of curiosity.

We began to eat. Namjoon Jin Taehyung and even Counselor-nim all had a conversation about whatever. I don't know. I tuned them all out.

Jungkook didn't say a single word. He just twirled his noodles around his fork. He only took a few bites whenever Jin would tell him too.

"Jungkook-ah, take a bite ok?" Jin said.

He listened to him, but twirled his spoon after just the one bite.

I felt breathing get heavier and faster again. Minutes passed and Jungkook still hadn't eaten. He still hadn't looked at me or said another word since he was pushed down the stairs. He's not even mad about that either, instead he's listening to Jin's every command. Why Jin? Huh? I'm beautiful too right? I'm charming and sweet too. I'm perfectly fine too- why doesn't he even look at me? I love him!

"Jimin are yo-" Yoongi began

I can't take it. Why is he doing this to me?

"Jungkook!" I said. All eyes were suddenly on me. However, his eyes were the only ones that shot me a glare. "Y-you should eat more, its better if-"

"Oh, dont pretend to care." He threw down his fork and got up.

He left the table and went upstairs, not even bothering to push in his chair or scrape his plate. I simply looked down at my thighs. I felt the tears in my eyes begin to well up.

Out of all the things he could've said- he said that. He listened to Jin and not me. He wouldn't even look at me. It was like I was nothing to him.

How could I just be nothing to him? I love him so much.

"Jimin..." Yoongi said.

He placed his hand on my thigh to console me, but as he did several tears splattered across it. He didn't pull away any. He just rubbed his thumb against me to comfort me some. I just couldn't take it though. I shook my head and wiped my eyes.

"Ah sorry- I-I'm going to go take a nap..." I stood and began towards the stairs. "I'm sorry, Namjoon. I'm just really tired. Goodbye, I'll miss you. S-sorry again" I only glanced their way quickly, not wanting them to see my puffy eyes.

I love Jungkook so much. I hate to not be his whole world. I know I was wrong and I know I'm horrible, but I'm just so sorry for it. I have no excuses for how stupid my choice to almost sleep with Yoongi was, I simply regret it all and am so, so sorry. Jungkook's the only one I love, but now he hates me.

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Merry Christmas ish

(Also one of my fave actors)