For Jaemin it is all about enjoying the booze, having friday nights as an escape from his responsibilities as a student and for him to meet with his friends without having to invite them over to his house. You know, cleaning after people has never been his type of thing.

And then he met Jeno, where he calls "the love of my life," who happens to be the most grumpiest man on earth. He met him when Xiaojun— one of his flatmates, who happens to be the best friend of this Jeno guy, invited Jeno into one of Jaehyun's Friday night party and he happens to be his type.

Without his usual glasses and polo shirts— which he also looked hot on, Jeno managed to pull off the black leather jacket with a white tee and his long necklace that he probably got from Xiaojun because Jaemin saw him wearing it a few times in class, and his basic sneakers and an over all outfit he probably just pull together for this night.

"Hey, handsome" Jaemin smiled at him, earning no response, his motto today was to go big or go home which is why he tried to pull up his game a little bit.

"Nice necklace, I need one too," he giggled. That must've taken the other's attention as he looked at Jaemin and examined him from head to toe.

Don't get him wrong, he's confident that he looks good. He can always hear people call him pretty wherever he goes and he have eyes, you know. But the way Jeno was examining him made him feel a little giddy and nervous inside, what if he had spilled beer all over his clothes or what if there's a lipstick smudge from his make out sessions on the couch earlier, he doesn't wanna take his chances of screwing the opportunity to screw this guy over.

"A necklace would do you good," he shortly replied, sounding uninterested.

So Jaemin leaned in, over the other guy's shoulder, licking his lips to ease the nervousness as he spoke again, "I mean, I could use your hands on my neck. It looks pretty enough for an accessory,"

"Oh yeah?" he silently asked.

And then as the story goes, they became friends with a lot of benefits, then there's admitting of feelings and then they dated, happily so, Jaemin was miraculously sated for eight months— no parties, no girls or boys, no beers, just studies and Jeno's pretty looking biceps and nice grab on his ass.

It was great, if Jaemin says so himself. He even wanted to plan the future with him, probably move in with him, though he doesn't want to sound too whipped.

"You basically live in his apartment, dude," Hendery rolled his eyes when Jaemin whined to him about it.

"As to your term, "basically," it means I'm not living there, yet. Do you think he'll find it weird if I suggested it?" he pouted while looking at his tired looking friend.

"The other dude's all over you, do you think he'll disagree?" he boredly replied.

"You mean Jeno?" Jaemin asked.

"Who else have you bedded since you met Jeno?" he asked.

"Well, just Jeno,"

"Then we're talking about Jeno! Have you lost your brain?" he sighed while trying to reach his book he probably forgot to study last night because of Yuta's party this time.

Jaemin, was in fact, invited on Winwin's birthday that Yuta arranged for him, but Jeno wanted their usual date night, besides, they can survive without him there. Though Donghyuck has been a pain in the ass trying to make him to come.

He didn't feel like himself, his old self is far more gone because of Jeno. And he thinks that maybe, this is okay, maybe this is for the better.

Right?

Until Yangyang's party had to happen. Jaemin had a fight with Jeno because he had been distancing himself because of his stupid insecurity that Jeno might or might not be sick of him and he doesn't want to lose him so this is his way of being independent, since as Donghyuck said, he has been very dependent on Jeno lately.

Which is a very stupid idea.

Maybe it's tequila's fault, and maybe it's the lights or maybe just the tequila. But after a few shots, his head was spinning, he was kissing someone, and then there's Jeno who unfortunately saw the whole thing.

And now, the love of his life is gone, and he's back to being an asshole who drinks a lot for fun, but he doesn't want any of this,

So he'll do something stupid again to bring Jeno back.

Apparently, Renjun is kinda, kinda available.