Wounds left unhealed, but at least they're treated.(AzureTime/DoubleWrath)

Woah, something that is not about the Mimic from Bella?! Well, it's real now :)
I'm currently into a new hyperfixation called Forsaken! It's on Roblox and a classmate of mine (mushroom dude, thank u for making me become a forsaken addict/hj) introduced it, check it out if you want. (the lore's so good, i'd recommend u to read 'em!!)

And yea... This is doomed gays (prob?. idk tbh since 2time's non-binary), but they sort of reconciled in the end. Anyways, enjoy!
(TW: Mentions of character death, murdering.) 

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Azure and Two Time.

Ah yes, the two close friends- partners, even, until it all led to downfall. Two Time still remembered that horrible incident where they stabbed Azure, all just for their selfish need of wanting a second life. Dagger in hand, covered in blood, they couldn't even look at what they've already done.
Even if they got what they've long wanted, they still felt... incomplete. Was it the miss of Azure's warmth? Was it the miss of embrace between the two? Was it the incompletion inside Two Time's... heart?

But they've always known something else was complete.

The guilt that has always been eating them up. 

"What have you done?"

But they can't rewind time, so they'll have to learn to accept it. And live on.

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All alone in their cabin, Two Time was the most awkward when it comes to socialising. Most survivors talk to each other just fine like friends, but for Two Time? It never felt easy, especially when they were the one taking their beloved's own life.

Although they have started to open up to others more frequently, they still are not as talkative as they once were.

As the Spectre announced that break was over for all survivors, Two Time sighed. Another hellhole to endure. Looking around, at least they knew they weren't alone - they had others along the side.

But that doesn't mean they'll feel at ease.

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"I heard there's a new killer. Hope they are NOT an ass." Shedletsky groaned.
Another round and a new killer. God, what a combo if you ask me. It's either gonna go fast or a whole massacre is going to happen. No in between. 
"Well, at least we got Taph. That little box of his is gonna blind the killer's eyes for sure!" Guest 1337 added, full of confidence. Two Time gave a little thumbs up as an agreement.

"Well, hopefully. C'mon guys, we're got a lot to unravel."

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As the team spread out, Two Time ended up being alone, finding themselves walking around c00lcarnival. It was quite amusing to them - reminds of watching the stars glow in the dark during their old days with Azure. 
They stared at the sky for so long that Elliot had to tap their shoulder so they could snap back to reality.

"Two Time, you good?"
"AAA!- Oh. Hey Elliot!" Two Time jumped. Luckily it wasn't the killer, or they'd be doomed for sure. "Sorry, I got lost in thought..."
"C'mon, you can't just be standing there adoring the sky like it's the love of your life. You gotta get movin'!" Elliot complained, hands crossed. Another "sorry" slipped out of Two Time's lips as they finally started to see what others are up to. 

Elliot noticed that Guest 1337 was having low health, so he tossed a pizza right behind the latter. 

Two Time, on the other hand, sneaked the other way, hoping to get the killer's attention so Guest 1337 could make an escape due to his low health. As they got a closer glimpse of the killer, they saw now see the full body.

To give a brief imagination, the killer had black skin like the void. His size was much larger than what a normal human looks like. Tentacles were forming behind their back, making strikes with the intention in capturing Guest 1337's leg. Two Time slightly wheezed at this style of battling (it was funny to them), but they didn't want the killer to do the same either.

Well, thanks to that wheeze, the killer noticed Two Time lurking behind a tree.
At least Guest 1337 and Elliot made their escapes.

It's just Two Time and the killer now. But wait, something feels familiar...

"... Two Time?"

The mentioned one froze. Of course, everyone had knew their name by now, but this killer just got their first match. There's no way that this killer had a connection with them- They've never met anyone like this before! Have they?...

... No, no, no, no, this couldn't be him, this COULDN'T be HIM, right?

"What have you done?"

Two Time was now even more scared. Echos roaming across their mind as they back away. No, no, no... This isn't Azure. This was never the Azure they knew. The Azure they knew had a more gentle gaze, had a loving heart, had a passion for botany! This killer is much more of ...hatred's creation. Could the Spectre have something to do with this?

"...A—A—zure?" 
Two Time stammered. Never once in their life had they tripped over their ex-lover's name like that. They were so scared yet... desperate for Azure's touch. Not in the touch-starved way, of course. They want to hug Azure again, but what would that give them?...

"Don't you even dare utter my name. It sounds so pathetic, coming right out of your mouth." Azure growled. The hatred could be felt beneath those words. The lovely words, the adoring gazes, the sweetest gestures of Azure— they are all gone.
Only the anger, despair and hatred was left raging inside, blinding Azure's eyes. They seek revenge, a price that Two Time must pay.

"What have you done?"

This time, it was THOSE words coming from Azure. It wasn't just an echo neither a voice in Two Time's mind anymore— It was Azure's. Their own Azure joining the voices. Two Time couldn't help but just stand there, trembling. Their breath was getting shaky. More voices echoed across their mind.

"Was it worth it?"
"Was it worth it?"
"WAS IT WORTH IT?"

Oh boy, they were losing themselves.

Azure approached closer, his brows furrowed, representing anger on his face. The sight of Two Time slowly losing their sanity, Azure couldn't help but wonder, what this world would be.

If we all held each other, with a bit more empathy?

"Don't just fucking stand there. That won't help."
A tentacle grabbed Two Time and lifted them up. They yelped, then found themselves being choked by Azure. They knew this day would come, the day Spawn will punish them for their sins.

Azure raised his voice.
"You could've thought TWICE before deciding to stab ME! DO YOU FUCKING KNOW THAT?!" 

"I—I'm—!" The latter tried to speak, but being on chokehold wasn't easy.
"I'm sorry! Please Azure— I-I really mean it!—"

"Are you genuinely sorry? Or are you trying to gain my trust to STAB me once MORE?!" 

"I AM! FUCK— I'M SORRY AZURE! PLEASE— PLEASE! IT'S ALL MY FAULT!—"

Tears from Two Time's eyelids started to pour out. Yet, they continued to plead.

"I—I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THIS! I WAS T—TOLD TO SACRIFICE THE ONE I CHERISHED THE MOST TO GET A SE—COND LIFE! PLEASE AZURE— PLEASE! EVERYDAY I MOURNED FOR YOUR DEATH. I GRIEVED. I PRAYED. I BEGGED THAT YOU'D—!"
They felt a stab, piercing through the heart. The exact same position where Two Time stabbed Azure's the other day.

Azure hissed as his tentacle pulled out. "Quit your excuses. And go rot like how I did."

Their body went pale, before flopping to the floor.

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(Fast foward cause my ass is currently writing this fic at like, 11pm every day. YES, DONT ASK. ITS BEEN 3 DAYS SINCE I STARTED WRITING AND IM SLEEP DEPRIVED-/hj)

As the clock ticked, the round came to an end, with the survivors claiming their victory. Victories are meant to be cherished, yet for Two Time, it was... complicated. They did  a sense of joy rushing through their body, but something else was occupying their mind.

They don't know to be either relieved, overjoyed or worried.

Two Time's relieved that Azure was alive.

Two Time's overjoyed because they got to see Azure again.

Two Time's worried because the Azure they've just met wasn't the Azure they once knew.

All alone in their cabin again, Two Time was simply just sitting on the bed. But instead of being head-empty like usual, their mind was full of thoughts and voices. More than usual. Were they getting memories and flashbacks, or was the guilt rampagingly eating them once more?

"What have you done?"

"How did it feel?"

"Was it worth it?"

"Are you satisfied?"

Of course, Two Time knew the Spawn had listened to their cries in order to let the couple unite once again, but would Azure forgive them? Oh my, now that's the elephant in the room.

Perhaps... Azure would and will never—

SLAM.

Two Time was snapped out of their thoughts. Nice, they forgot to the lock their door this time! They turned around, only to see that same figure they've just previously encountered, was standing menancingly at the doorway.

"A—Azure?"
"Two Time. We need to talk."

Oh, the pure scent of lavender— even if there weren't any flowers in this damnation, instantly soaked through Two Time's nose. Despite the fact that Azure had killed them previously, it still made sure Two Time had their love back. That was the Spawn's blessing, as what Two Time would call it, after all.

They knew they could have a chance to reunite.

"... Come in."

Two Time shifted a bit to the side of the bed as Azure took his seat. This was unexpected for the former though— they thought Azure would end up keeping a distance between the two. Instead, Azure sat next to Two Time.

It was awkward silence at the start, though. Who wouldn't be nervous enough to speak when now they're face-to-face with their ex? Until Azure spoke, of course.

"Considering your 'stupid' apologies and cries back there, I'll say straight forward: I won't forgive you for what you've done."
Even if it was a cold response, it's funny to see how to Two Time; it was still a warm one. For many people, it would have  like a bullet shooting right through their skull, but for Two Time? A rather... 'deserved' shot.

"But do tell me," said Azure; "Do you regret stabbing me on that fateful day? Be honest."
"I—I do! I really mean it— I DO! Everyday, I'm driven by guilt and shame and grief. The image of blood on my hands, they would never go away— They'd come back to me over and over again. Everyday, I'm haunted by what I've done! Please Azure— Please, Please, Please. I'm sorry- I'm so sorry- I AM SO SORRY!— PLEASE TELL ME THAT I'M WRONG AND LET THE SPAWN PUNISH ME!"

Their tears were pouring down, passing their cheeks, yet they had a maniac smile. The sight of his ex in front of him, expressing his grieves and apologies, Azure couldn't help but feel... bad. Remorse, even. He knew he was supposed to feel sastisfied in front of a weeping and sobbing Two Time. But even Two Time had stabbed him, it was still the Two Time he once met and knew.

The Two Time he had dated and lived with him until 'death'.

"Oh dear Spawn, when did you become so— pathetic?" Azure's eyes rolled as he shifted closer, claws holding the other's cheeks as his thumb wiped off the tear. 
"Yet still so beautiful as the day you left me."

"W—What?"
"Yes. I know how fucking selfish you were when you stabbed me for a second life. But boy, no matter how much you have changed; you're still my dearest Nightshade. The most beautiful Nightshade I've ever laid my eyes on in my entire life."

A dumbfounded Two Time was left at standby, with hints of a rosy hue appearing on their cheeks. When was the last time Azure sounded so endearing to them? They couldn't even remember— but they've at least got to hear and see their Azure again.

"We've never actually broke up, we just... parted ways, as I'd interpret it (in the sweetest way possible). If lord and saviour Spawn had listened to our cries, let us embrace our romance again. The rage that has been blinding my eyes doesn't mean I didn't miss you."

"... I suppose the Spawn had listened to my cries, and brought you back to love me and punish me once more. I missed you too, Zu'. "

Even if there are some wounds that are unhealable, they can still be treated.

Even if Azure didn't forgive Two Time, they were back in each other's world again.

And that's all it matters.

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*cough cough cough* I'M DONE WITH THIS FIC. YAY!
This fic was actually written because of 2 purposes:
1, To practice my writing skills (I'm an English major at my school, and I wanna practice writing grammar- especially past perfect, third conditionals and many more!)
2, To express my love of this ship. Like this is my fav ship in Forsaken, gotta let my obse- I mean inner demons out... :3

Anyways....... It's almost 11pm as I'm writing this and I have math to do too so... I'll be stopping here! Love to all of you!
(also, reyna if ur seeing this, tell me how do u feel after reading this :3)

-Bella

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