Wonder why they can't say " cheer up " for me ?
Wonderin' why am I still tryin' but can't reach the result I want
And I, so what ?
I'm nothing, nothing 
Even I'm still tryin'
All of this I say
. . .
Fade into silence, even everyday

Fake face, always say " I don't give a fuck "
But it's just a lie
Send the mail, go straight to the hell ?
They're always drawn to you
I love the way you do
I wanna be like you but
But I. . .
The polearm of jealousy insde me
What can I do ?

Wonder what would happen if I could do like you ?
Wonderin’ how it feels when I touch what I dream of ?
And I, am I ?
I’m thinking, thinking
Even I’m still tryin ‘
All the things I have
. . .
Are slipping away in silence

The words from your throat
“ Do you need help ? “

Fake face, always say " I don't give a fuck "
But it's just a lie
Send the mail, go straight to the hell ?
They're always drawn to you
I love the way you do
I wanna be like you but
But I. . .
The polearm of jealousy insde me
What can I do ?

I’m sitting alone in this room 
Watching everyday you bloom
I’m trying, but nobody sees, nobody sees
And your tongue sings the song
You should be 
You should be trying more
Doing more, more . . .
So, is it still not enough ?
I’m just the fool under your shadow
Writing poems from my sorrow
Will you look at me ?
Say “ you did it “ . . .
It’s time to wake up from the illusion dream

 I love the way you do
I wanna be like you but
But I. . .
The polearm of jealousy insde me
What can I do ?