I just changed clothes and looked in the mirror. I felt mixed emotions, panic, fear, and disappointment. Why blue? Why now?
The moment that fake sword stabbed into me, I suddenly felt that person's presence. A man with fiery red eyes and hair as red as the sky of Pandemonium. He stood behind Hoan An, looking at me with reproachful eyes. Why blame me? What did I do in the end? These crystal blue eyes appeared right after the play ended, or right in the middle of the play. There is one person who will have the answer for me, which is An.
Thinking of doing it, I immediately ran to where Hoan An was standing absent-mindedly, reaching out to touch my face.
"Hey, I looked at your eyes just now, what color were they?" - I sat next to him and asked.
"Blue." - He turned to look at me, his face still seemed surprised, like before. - "What are you? How can you change your eye color instantly like that?"
I froze before that question. I don't know anymore, what am I? My face must have looked really stupid right now. I raised my hand to my eyes, I looked a lot like them, but I wasn't human. So what am I?
"Hey?" - Since when has Vivie been standing next to me? - "Are you two sitting there dumbfounded?"
Hoan An stood up and walked away, leaving me with my panic. 
"Vivie, my eyes..." - I whispered, my voice seemed unable to come out normally anymore. I couldn't control my emotions, the moment I saw my face in the mirror. I am Tina, he, Beel exists. I will die painfully, again as soon as I become an adult.
Vivie noticed my abnormality, immediately sat down, reached out to hold my hand. Vivie said:
"Did it turn green that quickly?
That's really fast. I didn't even realize it until I saw it. Before the play, it was gray, immediately after, it was blue. Thanh Lam, I have never hated this name so much, it reminds me that I am Tina, I will die painfully. Are there any exceptions? Do I have to die again?
...
Thanh Lam still lived a normal life until her 12th birthday. But the difference is that these eyes and beauty make her avoid looking in the mirror. She didn't want to remember her memories of being executed and hunted down. But the nightmares never let her go...
A soldier took the girl's hand and said:
"This! Do you see that hail of bullets? But still want to go there? Do you want to die?"
The girl just looked at the other front line and remained silent. Even though her face was covered in mud, it was still ravishingly beautiful, her blue eyes seemed to attract all eyes. A beauty that makes people fall in love.
"Tina! Even though you're Lilism, you still haven't awakened!" - The soldier growled, as if scolding but still caring.
The girl named Tina then replied:
"It's been 12 reincarnations! Everything is still the same! I'm not awake! You are not human, nor are you Lilism!" - Tina's beautiful eyes were now filled with tears, her lips still had an enchanting but somewhat painful smile. - "Perhaps, the second reincarnation 13, what if I can awaken? Don't help me anymore, go back to Pandemonium. Leonel."
Leonel let go of his sister's hand, it was the 4th time he helped her. The parents' punishment is probably too harsh for her. So why don't you give up, even if you don't accept punishment, Beelzebub will protect you.
"Beelzebub, call him." - Leonel said then stood up, stretched, wings grew from his back, tearing the green army uniform. - "I'm back here, see you later ."
Tina smiled at her brother. I hope to see him again, but let it be in Pandemonium. She sat there, muttering a familiar name:
"Beelzebub." - Tina sat there with hopeless eyes, if she didn't wake up before the age of 16, she would definitely die. So why wait, let's end it sooner.
Terrifying noises emanated from the sky on the other side, pitiful screams, cannon sounds, and gunshots being discharged in panic. The enemy soldiers on the other front line were massacred.
Kristine looked towards the sound that had just stopped, a tall figure with flame-red hair was slowly approaching. The person's body was covered in blood, and his face showed anger. Beelzebub approached and said as if blaming her:
"Why haven't you given up yet? Are you confident in yourself or do you think I'm not strong enough to fight Lucifer?" - His red eyes are scary when he's angry. But if Beel is angry one, the concern is ten.
Tina hugged the blood-covered body and said:
"I told you, I won't hurt anyone. Both you and everyone else." - The girl paused and continued. - "I also want to know what it feels like to awaken."
Beelzebub remained silent, responding to the hug gently. The once naive child has now grown up. Lucifer was cruel when he handed Tina into his hands. No, it should have been Beliah, but that guy never knew what responsibility was. So in the end, he was the person closest to this heartless person.
"You're even more cruel than your father, Tina."
"Um... thank you." - A mysterious stream of power from Beelzebub's body made her feel very sleepy.
It's here, the sweet, painless death she's been waiting for. A new life will begin, this time it will definitely awaken. Tina closed her eyes, her body grew cold, leaving Beelzebub hugging her body.
...
Thanh Lam opened her clear blue eyes. This dream is strangely gentle. Oh no, maybe it wasn't a dream at all, it was her small memories that were rushing back.
"Even birthdays have to be like that?"
That's right, today is the most important day of the year, Lam's birthday, November 18.
For her birthday, she didn't invite anyone, just Lam and her mother. Her father also attended but through a computer screen. The birthday was fun. Lam cut the cake and sang Happy Birthday with her parents. Everything was perfect, until the package arrived.
"Ding... ding..."
The delivery person rings the doorbell, it's evening, what could be delivered at this hour? Although Lam didn't know what it was, she quickly ran down to receive the goods.
"You are Thanh Lam, right? Please sign here for me."
Thanh Lam also nodded and signed to confirm that the package was not damaged. It seems that the person who sent this gift knew that today was her birthday, and all expenses had been paid. Above is only the consignee and consignee, there is no information about the sender. There are two packages.
She opened the large goods first, inside were wrapped very carefully, the goods were wrapped in so many layers of foam that she couldn't see what it was. There are also many small impact-resistant foam balls around. At the top was a card with "Happy Birthday" written in handwriting. As soon as she read that line, Lam had an answer right in her mind about who was the owner of this package.
Vivie, you idiot. We've only known each other for a while, right? Vivie's gift was very nice, it was a brand new volume on demonology, mostly about Lilith and Lilism. It's really a coincidence, Lam just found out she was a Lilism and immediately received this gift.
The remaining gift was smaller, only one-third the size of the box full of books earlier. Yet it weighs four times as much as that big box. What's in there? Lam did not hesitate and opened the box.
"Beel, that's him." - Lam smiled, but even gave her a birthday gift, it seems he knew she remembered his face. In previous years, there were no gifts sent from him. Beel.
This gift is truly special, it is a statue of a fallen angel carved from blue crystal, the same color as her eyes. The statue seems to be carved by Beelzebub's magic, it is realistic down to every curl of hair, every fold of fabric.
The statue's face seems to be Thanh Lam's own face, except that there are two devil horns on it. Standing as if dancing ballet, hair flying, behind her back are 3 pairs of wings, like her father, Lucifer. The statue is about 50 cm tall, has a very small square base of 20×20, every detail glows, probably due to magic.
What's even more strange is that the package was not covered with any foam or shockproof layer. Yet when it arrived in her hands, everything was still intact. Lam didn't expect that he could also use magic in such a way. Anyway, she really liked this gift, it was like a wish that she would wake up soon.
"Thank you, Beel. I know you heard it."