She looked at the website and said it's a good option for me. Since she'll be at work and all. I didn't really want to tell her about Jacob but it was going to slip out sometime.

"Hey mom, can I ask you a question," I asked her trying my hardest not to cry.

"Sure, anything," she said while still looking at the website.

"Well, what would you do of for instance someone you love just like abandoned you... well not abandoned you but had to leave to live somewhere else?" I asked her quietly.

"Well I'm sure it's for the best. I was always told true live will find its way back around, so if it's really ment to be then you two will make a way back to each other. I can't tell you how or when but it'll be sometime in the near future," she said before closing the tab to the website, "I'll register you tonight and you'll be able to start in a few days."

I slowly walked up to my roomroom debating if I should call Jacob or not. Mayne he didn't want to talk to me, or maybe he had another girl on the side. At this point I didn't know what was happening and I didn't care, or I tried not to.

I heard my mom walking down the stairs and yelling goodbye beifre she left for a long time. I dont know what's worse, my best friend leaving me or my mom leaving me. I guess it's my best friend, because I was somewhat into him, but I don't really know anymore.

I heard the doorbell ring and was hesitate to walk downstairs to open it. I waited a few minutes until I heard it again, so I decided it was important and I should answer it.

I walked down stairs and opened the door and oh boy was I surprised.

"Can I come in?" Jacob asked.

"Well where are you goingto put that?" I asked him while leading him into the kitchen.

"Well I know you're mad, so I decided to bring you something, as a farewell gift. Who know maybe we'll see each other again, this is just a temporary thing. All I know about this is I dont.want you to be a temporary thing in my life. I was you to be permanent, and I want to be permanent in your life too. You don't even know how much you've helped me" he said while setting down a dozen roses, a giant teddy bear and boxes of chocolates.

"Thank you Jacob. I'll try my best to keep in touch with you, whether I watch your broadcasts or we facetime every night, we'll work something out," I said before giving him a hug.

He just stood there as I started to sit down on the island.

"What was your whole tweet about?" I asked to break the silence.

"Well, I could tell you were upset and I didn't follow you because I know you'd just be worse. I decided to make it up to you and as soon as I could I brought you all this stuff. Knowing I'll be leaving tomorrow morning, this is the best I could do" he said.

"Thanks Jacob, it means a lot to me. I'll try my best to visit you," I said before giving him a peck in the cheek.

He left and I walked up to my room. I looked around and saw some pictures of me and Jacob hanging on my picture wall. I didn't know what to do at this point my best friends that I not only had feeling for but wanted to call mine was slipping right out from my grip.

I decided to go live to take my mind off things. I put in all the tags and stuff before I hit "go live." I didn't really know what I was going to do so I decided to tweet " going live ... tag me in something we can do using the #bellalive"

I saw everyone started to join after I tweeted, I had a ton more than my usual 3k veiws which was weird. I looked at my social medias and noticed I gained a lot more followers and I haven't really been posting much, so I don't know what's going on. I'm just assuming it's since I've been hanging out with Jacob more and he's social media famous.

"So what do you guys want to do?" I asked as the comments flooded with the usual compliments. I read as many comments as I could since they all came flooding in. I saw some that caught my eye.

"Some of yall are asking what's going in with jacob so I'll just try and clear some stuff up. So as you may know we were talking, or a thing but I don't really know what's going to happen now," I said while my eyes started to water and I took a breath. "He's moving a good way aways I believe Texas or somewhere down there and as much as I'd like to keep talking to him I know it would become little to no communication sooner or later. He'd find someone better than me over there and I'd just be the best friend he won't talk to because his new girl is jealous of how close we are," I said once I realized what I was saying.

I looked at the comments and saw they were all freaking out because Jacob joined while I was talking. I immediatley changed the subject.

"It seems like a lot of yall want me to do a cooking with Bella today, so let's go to the kitchen," I said while picking up my computer and made my way to the stairs.

Once I made it to the kitchen I set my laptop down on the middle of the island and ran to one of the rooms and grabbed the Bluetooth speakers. I placed it down on one side of the kitchen and played some random music and decided to make a pizza. So I got everything I needed and started to make the pizza and dancing to the music.

"So my mom and I are thinking about me transferring from a public school to an online school. This will give me more time to be active, so I'll post daily and tweet as much as I can and maybe even go live daily. Since I an growing fast and everything I want to try and make it onto a tour so I can meet yall," I said once I heard a knock at the door.

I walked over to the door and slowly opened it and I couldn't believe who I saw....