chapter 13
bryce took me back to the bed . i layed my head on his chest as he slowly rubbed my arms . i started to doze off until i heard a loud scream from downstairs . i jumped up and ran to my door . i felt bryce pull me back .
"if it's an intruder they'd hurt you so i'll go first," he said while walking in front of me holding my hand .
we walked down the stairs and into the main room where we saw luna curled up in a ball .
"what happened luna?" bryce asked .
"i just wanted a little snack and i saw a bug and dropped the bowl ." she said as mark came back into the house .
"she got scared of a little lady bug it's no big deal you can go back to sleep," he said while chucking and helping her up .
bryce and i walked back up to my room . i walked into the bathroom so i could put up my hair in a messy bun . i walked back out to see bryce sound asleep . i layed down and kissed his cheek before going to sleep .
i woke up to the sound of an alarm that i've never heard before . i noticed bryce was gone so i turned off the noise that was coming from his phone . i changed into a black crop top with light wash capris and some white converse . i went into the bathroom and put on my anklets that my mom gave when i was little and went downstairs . i saw everyone sitting on the couch .
"what's going on ?" i asked them .
bryce slowly stood up and took me to the other room . "well we aren't gonna have a meet up here so we'll have to leave tonight to get to the next destination," he said really upset .
i could feel everything start to fall as part once i thought i got it all back on track . i could stop anything i just had to let everything play out . jacob will leave soon, all my new friends and potential boyfriend are leaving tonight so i'd just be here by myself .
i felt hot tears roll down my cheeks as i ran back to my room . once i got to my room i slammed the door and locked it . i went into the bathroom and locked that door too . i felt my phone buzz and noticed bryce tweeted something . i didn't want to see it because i have a big doubt in my mind that we'll last because there's still a part of me that likes jacob but i know we wouldn't work out either .
BRYCES POV:
once i told bella the news she ran away from me . i knew this wouldn't work out between us but i wanted it to with all my heart . she's perfect and everything i need . although i'm way older than her i can see her in my future for a long time . i decided to follow her to her room and i tried to open her door but it wouldn't budge . i remembered seeing a key in the junk drawer in the kitchen . i went down to get it hoping it'll open her door .
once i got into her room bella was gone . she wasn't laying in the bed, on her futon, and the last place i checked was was her walk in closet and she wasn't there either . the last place she could've been was her bathroom . i hesitated as i walked to the door because i know she'd be upset .
i knocked on the door softly as i heard a quiet cry coming from inside . i knew this mess was my fault .
"bella open the door please," i asked as i leaned on it . i heard movement and the knob turn . the door slowly opened, i grabbed her waist and pulled her closer to me as she cried in my chest . i took her to the bed, we sat down, and talked about how we could make things work out .
LORENS POV:
i know this whole thing was my fault but hey more time of me and bryce getting alone time without bella getting in the way . when we came here jacob promised she wouldn't get in the way but oh no was he wrong . i called the tour manager and asked if we could cancel this location because it would be too much stress for me . i thought bryce would be okay with it and just want to leave her in the dust like he always does but he followed her and is making sure she's okay . hopefully i can get my plan back on track before it gets worse .
BELLAS POV:
*later that day*
bryce, luna, loren and mark left and now it's just jacob and i . i had tonight left before jacob left me too . i don't even know what to do . i don't want to get too attached to jacob because he'll be thousands of miles away and we'd barely talk . i mean id be here alone since i don't go to public school anymore .
i decided to sleep it off and wait until tomorrow .
when i woke up jacob was at my door . he wanted to tell me goodbye until he went to the airport .
jacob and i said our goodbyes and we went our separate ways . as soon as he left i got a text .
*text messages*
jacob : maybe we can text and call at night if that's okay with you
bella : sounds excellent . text me when you get off
*end of conversation*
i went back home and sat in the couch going through my explore page when i saw a picture of loren and bryce . i didn't think much of it but it did make me question all the things he told me even though i know he meant what he said .
*few months later*
i haven't talked to bryce of any of my friends in a few weeks because they're all busy with touring . today is 2 months of bryce and i being together and i really think he's changed and i'm not gonna end up like all the other girls .
i saw bryce tweeted "new video with nick on his channel ... go check it out"
i decided to watch it because it's nice to see what he's doing every now and then . i knew o shouldn't watch it from the title "smash or pass with bryce hall || nickbean" but i decided to watch it anyways . everything was good until they did the last person and it was the one and only loren beech . i already knew what bryce was going to say but when he said it i felt so upset .
i decided to text him because that's the only way i could talk to him .
*text messages*
me : hey . can we talk ?
bryce💔🖕🏼 : sure . what's up ?
me : so i saw the video and if you want to be with her just tell me
bryce💔🖕🏼: it's just a video
me : no it's actually not . i've noticed she's been more "touchy" with you since we were together and i know we aren't very public about it but you should've still told her something
bryce💔🖕🏼: look me and her aren't anything
me : look i don't want to be lied to . you can sit here and tell me y'all aren't a thing but obviously you are . you spend more time with her, post more about her, let her get all on you and y'all are just was closer now that you've kinda been ignoring me
bryce💔🖕🏼: okay well we aren't anything so if you're doubting me then maybe we shouldn't be together anymore
me: if that's what you want then that's what we'll do
bryce💔🖕🏼: well then i guess we're over
*end*
i honestly didn't know what was worse that i still loved him or watching us slowly drift apart .
BRYCES POV:
i know she was the best thing that ever happened to me . i can't believe i let another girl in between us . i told her i wanted to change but i never did; i just let loren do whatever she wanted . i feel like bella deserves better anyways i mean maybe someone her age would be better than me .
LOREN'S POV:
finally bella and bryce are done, i've waited for the past few months for this . i knew your would be too much for them to handle plus me making moves would make her insecure . bryce is way to old for her anyways so i didn't expect them to be the cutest couple .
BELLAS POV:
i decided to go live to talk about everything.
"hey everyone i don't know if y'all have noticed or not but me and bryce are over. him being on tour was too much for me ." i looked at the comments and saw everyone was asking how jacob was and i honestly didn't know . i noticed he hasn't been as active .
*live ends*
i decided to text him .
*text messages*
bella: hey jacob how have you been?
jacob: nothing just been thinking
bella: about ?
jacob: why this one of the few times we've talked since i moved and it just so happens to be after you and bryce break up
bella: well i've been busy . i'm sure you know how much harder online school is
jacob: well i have to go back to set so i'll call you later or something
bella : okay .
*end of conversation*
i decided to go finish a lesson to pass the time . i guess fell asleep during my lesson because i woke up too ...
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