Yuta's Pov

Pfft, I don't need Mark, he was just a waist of time. I walk into a club, asking for the strongest drink they had. Of course they had to give me the 'are you sure hoe' face. I had to get my mind out of this, Mark doesn't need me! Neither do I.

Every shot I take, I count the times I should have never met him. Every sip, made me want to forget him, but for some reason I had the urge to cry.
It was never intended to, but I had too?

Tears left from my eyes as I just think of him. I don't know why. It just happened. I missed him? Every time I looked at the shot I couldn't help but wonder, would he like to see me like this? Where have you gone? I know you hurt. I just miss you.

Every shot reminded me of him, but why? I never had this feeling.
I had this particular shot, that tasted like his lips, sweet.
I missed his soft kissable lips against mine. The taste of his, that had me wanting more of him.

I just know, he was hurt fr what he thought Haechan said. I can say it was false I would never use him. He was different...i-i....i-m hurt. It's my fault.
I lost him, from a stupid assumption. That was wrong. I lost him, he isn't with me. I take my lost shot, and slam the glass on the table.

I'm sorry Mark...

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Author:

This is my first out of five chapters, for a gift to y'all since its my birthday....wait for the fifth chapter.
I thought writing 5 chapters to post on my birthday is an awesome gift not only for me, but for you guys! Enjoy!